Here's where I stand
DF took the kids and I to the carnival again today. We didn't have a lot of cash with us when we went last night so we wanted to come back today and enjoy it. While we were there, DF's dad called and said he's trying to switch around his time share so we can go with them to disney in June. If he can switch it for 2 studio's instead of 1 big room, we're gonna go.
On the way home DF and I were talking and I really feel that it's time to TAB. He said it's my decision and will support me no matter what. As much as we want children, I want to be able to enjoy our vacation. I cant ride any rides while im pregnant and I can't drink. I've never been to pleasure island and i'd REALLY like to go and ENJOY it.
We'll still have unprotected sex, but only when we feel like it...not because we're TTC. I'll still temp so I keep an eye on AF (dont want a surprise in public if you know what I mean) but other then that...I need a break.
If his dad can't switch around his timeshare, then we're probably not gonna go to disney. If that's the case then we'll start TTC again sooner. I really want to go though.
This also gives me motivation to drop more weight. I've lost 9 pounds so far and i'd like to lose another 15 or more before Disney (if we get to go). No matter what, we're TAB this cycle. Figures that my 2nd order of pre-seed came today LOL.
Im happy with my decision to wait. I think we need to start again when im refreshed. Having this time will let me lose weight, enjoy vacation, and even try to stop smoking. If i stop before conceiving, I wont have to worry about quitting cold turkey and then stressing out when I go through withdrawls. Lord knows I don't need that stress while pregnant. The last thing I wanna do is give my body a reason to m/c.
I'll still be here updating you guys but I wont be actively trying to get pregnant.
Anyway, that's where I stand. When things change and i'm ready to start trying again, i'll definately let you all know asap!
Who knows...maybe i'll get PG a the "magic" kingdom
On the way home DF and I were talking and I really feel that it's time to TAB. He said it's my decision and will support me no matter what. As much as we want children, I want to be able to enjoy our vacation. I cant ride any rides while im pregnant and I can't drink. I've never been to pleasure island and i'd REALLY like to go and ENJOY it.
We'll still have unprotected sex, but only when we feel like it...not because we're TTC. I'll still temp so I keep an eye on AF (dont want a surprise in public if you know what I mean) but other then that...I need a break.
If his dad can't switch around his timeshare, then we're probably not gonna go to disney. If that's the case then we'll start TTC again sooner. I really want to go though.
This also gives me motivation to drop more weight. I've lost 9 pounds so far and i'd like to lose another 15 or more before Disney (if we get to go). No matter what, we're TAB this cycle. Figures that my 2nd order of pre-seed came today LOL.
Im happy with my decision to wait. I think we need to start again when im refreshed. Having this time will let me lose weight, enjoy vacation, and even try to stop smoking. If i stop before conceiving, I wont have to worry about quitting cold turkey and then stressing out when I go through withdrawls. Lord knows I don't need that stress while pregnant. The last thing I wanna do is give my body a reason to m/c.
I'll still be here updating you guys but I wont be actively trying to get pregnant.
Anyway, that's where I stand. When things change and i'm ready to start trying again, i'll definately let you all know asap!
Who knows...maybe i'll get PG a the "magic" kingdom
posted by Renee @ 4:46 PM
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