Is there hope or am I insane?
Im trying so hard to cope with what the doctor said. I've been doing research on blighted ovums and I have found so many useful resources. While searching online, I came across several websites that said blighted ovums have been known to be misdiagnosed. This of course made me sit straight up.
I didn't tell the doctor, but I took the ultrasound pics yesterday. I had to have something to hold to. I didn't really examine them until now, but what I found opened my eyes.
After reading the artivles of misdiagnosed miscarriages, I took out my ultrasound pics and gave them a look. It says that a lot of times, the doc calls it a blighted ovum because he/she can't see anything inside the yolk sac. There are many reason's for this and so a D&C and medication is to be postponed until you're 100% sure there's no hope. Well, im looking at my ultrasound pics and I DO see something. Im not sure what it is, but there's something inside the yolk sac.
Im due to get another beta tomorrow to see if my numbers are doubling. If so, im getting my ass back to the doctors office for another ultrasound. I have to know for sure that this is a miscarriage and not a case of misdiagnosis.
I know I probably sound like a lunatic, but I can't give up without a fight. This is my baby we're talking about. If there's even a single shred of hope, I have to hold on to it.
The doctors office opens in 1/2 hour. Im going to call them asap!
I didn't tell the doctor, but I took the ultrasound pics yesterday. I had to have something to hold to. I didn't really examine them until now, but what I found opened my eyes.
After reading the artivles of misdiagnosed miscarriages, I took out my ultrasound pics and gave them a look. It says that a lot of times, the doc calls it a blighted ovum because he/she can't see anything inside the yolk sac. There are many reason's for this and so a D&C and medication is to be postponed until you're 100% sure there's no hope. Well, im looking at my ultrasound pics and I DO see something. Im not sure what it is, but there's something inside the yolk sac.
Im due to get another beta tomorrow to see if my numbers are doubling. If so, im getting my ass back to the doctors office for another ultrasound. I have to know for sure that this is a miscarriage and not a case of misdiagnosis.
I know I probably sound like a lunatic, but I can't give up without a fight. This is my baby we're talking about. If there's even a single shred of hope, I have to hold on to it.
The doctors office opens in 1/2 hour. Im going to call them asap!
posted by Renee @ 7:49 AM
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