I can't believe this!
DF and I have been super excited to keep TTC. We're ready to get PG again as soon as possible. Well, we've been BD every other day since CD8, and waiting to hit peak (so we can BD 3 consecutive days). Sadly, that's not happening. I should have hit peak on my monitor 4 days ago. I've yet to O (even though the doc said my cycle should be normal since I m/c'd so early) and im going insane. How can we get PG again if I don't O?
To make matters worse, I have strep throat. My throat feels raw. I can't understand for the life of me, why bad shit always happens. What kind of hex has been placed upon me? Each day I test and still see no peak, I feel more and more depressed.
How is it that those who don't want children, can conceive immediatly without trying, and those who want children spend months, or years trying with no success? It just doesn't make sense.
Why was our baby taken from us? We could have given him/her such a great life, filled with never ending love.
To make matters worse, I have strep throat. My throat feels raw. I can't understand for the life of me, why bad shit always happens. What kind of hex has been placed upon me? Each day I test and still see no peak, I feel more and more depressed.
How is it that those who don't want children, can conceive immediatly without trying, and those who want children spend months, or years trying with no success? It just doesn't make sense.
Why was our baby taken from us? We could have given him/her such a great life, filled with never ending love.
posted by Renee @ 7:29 AM
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