Wednesday, January 04, 2006

Yesterday had it's ups and downs

Emotionally that is. I took a HPT first thing in the morning and it was a BFN. For some odd reason, 4 hours later, I decided to go look at it again. To my surprise, there was now a second line. I've never had a positive or an evap line on the DT HPT's before.

Naturally I drove myself nuts. DF happened to be home recovering from the flu. Luckily he was feeling much better and I was able to send him to the store to pick up more HPT's so I could test again.

I tested for the second time yesterday and it was another BFN. Im not surprised, but I am a little sad. I didn't expect much this cycle, but oddly enough, my chart looks so much better this cycle then it has before. Not to mention the nausea, headaches and backpain I am having (which could be signs of me getting the flu, instead of PG symptoms).

After temping this AM and seeing my temps are still up, I decided to test again. I got what a expected. Another BFN. It's still early so I shouldn't give up, but it's so hard to stay positive when you keep seeing negatives.

AF is due the day after tomorrow (Friday). If my temps dip at all tomorrow, I can pretty much expect them to plummet on Friday and AF arrive. If they stay up, then atleast I will have hope. If she doesn't show, then I will test again. Im thinking about testing Friday if my temps are good. If AF doesn't show and im still getting BFN's then I guess im gonna fork out the money to get the blood test done. The cheapest place I found to get it done wants $94 and then it takes 24-48 hours to get the results. So if I got the test done Saturday, I wouldn't even get the results until Tuesday. In which case, I may as well just keep using HPT's right? But then again, it's possible to be PG and still get BFN's. The only way to know for sure is to get the blood work done.

Ok, that's what im gonna do. Im gonna test Friday with FMU if my temps are still up. If AF doesn't show and im still getting BFN's, I am gonna schedule a Beta HCG for Monday. I'll be 16dpo then and I will get a definite answer. Worst case scenario is that I am not PG. Then they can prescribe something like Provera to jump start my next cycle. Im willing to discuss Clomid with them as well. From what I read, it's been known to aid in the conception of twins. At this point im willing to try just about anything.

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