Still hurting
Im still hurting very badly. I've been trying to keep myself busy all weekend. Thursday I spent the day with a friend of mine. I was there from 9am until 12 midnight. Then on friday, DF and I took the kids out, did more xmas shopping, and ate dinner with his family. While we were out, DF bought me the most BEAUTIFUL engagement ring. We've been engaged for years now, so it was quite a shock.
He didn't want to wait until I wasn't around since this was the only one. If he were to wait until I was home, and then sneak back up there, the ring may be gone. So, I got my xmas gift a week early. To make things even, I gave him everything I bought him too. I really love the ring. It's beautiful. It's a beautiful marquee cut 1/2 carat diamond, with baguettes and solitares on the sides (15 diamond total). I've always wanted a ring just like this. I couldn't be happier about it.
Yesterday we finish our shopping, then took the kids bowling. The had a good time. We ate pizza there, and then went to church to see a Christmas Carol (by Charles dickens). They did an amazing job and the set was so beautiful. The kids really god into it too.
Today is hard though. Im gonna be in my house all day long. DF is tired. We were out and about non stop for a few days now. This means ill be sitting her all day long, thinking about my poor snowflake. I miss her so much!
I still need to pick up more fertility test sticks. Im down to 5 or 6 and I won't O before those are used. So I need to get them really soon. They're so expensive though. $50 every other month (since my cycles are so long).
Well, that's it. I guess im gonna go start wrapping presents. That will take my mind off of everything for the time being...
He didn't want to wait until I wasn't around since this was the only one. If he were to wait until I was home, and then sneak back up there, the ring may be gone. So, I got my xmas gift a week early. To make things even, I gave him everything I bought him too. I really love the ring. It's beautiful. It's a beautiful marquee cut 1/2 carat diamond, with baguettes and solitares on the sides (15 diamond total). I've always wanted a ring just like this. I couldn't be happier about it.
Yesterday we finish our shopping, then took the kids bowling. The had a good time. We ate pizza there, and then went to church to see a Christmas Carol (by Charles dickens). They did an amazing job and the set was so beautiful. The kids really god into it too.
Today is hard though. Im gonna be in my house all day long. DF is tired. We were out and about non stop for a few days now. This means ill be sitting her all day long, thinking about my poor snowflake. I miss her so much!
I still need to pick up more fertility test sticks. Im down to 5 or 6 and I won't O before those are used. So I need to get them really soon. They're so expensive though. $50 every other month (since my cycles are so long).
Well, that's it. I guess im gonna go start wrapping presents. That will take my mind off of everything for the time being...
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