Doing better
Well, Im on a new cycle yet again. I was really heartbroken when I didn't get my BFP. I so wanted that for xmas.
Yesterday, DF and I met up with about 30 of his family members. It would have been PERFECT timing to announce a BFP. I was so sad sitting there but I tried not to let it show. All I kept thinking about is how everyone would be so happy for us.
I know I shouldn't stress over things that happened (or didn't happen) in the past, but that's easier said then done. Hopefully this cycle will be our turn to get PG. So far this cycle hasn't felt like its dragging along.
Im on CD8 and im still temping and using my CPFM. Last month with the monitor, it had me POAS from CD6 until 2dpo. I guess the thing knows my cycles now so I wont have to waste test sticks. Thats a plus, cause those things are expensive. It's a small price to pay though for being a mommy.
Speaking of that.. DF and I were out of town this weekend. We went to visit my parents, and then meet up with about 30 family members on his side. Well, on the way home, his parents took the kids (we live near his parents) and it was just the two of us driving home (3 hours drive). We had a cd on and as normal, we were singing as loud as we could lol. Well, this country song was on there. The one that goes "One more day, one more night, one more sunset maybe id be satisfied. But then again, I know what it would do.......leave me wishin still, for one more day with you". DF was singing it and when the chorus came on (that's the part I just typed out for you) he was like "One more day, one more TRY, one baby boy and I'd be...satisifed. But then again, I know what it would do. Leave me wishing still, for little HAYLEE too!" I didnt know weather to cry (from happiness) or laugh. DF is such a good man and he wants this just as badly as I do. I pray that God blesses us this cycle.
Well, I have to get to the post office. Thanks for listening...
Yesterday, DF and I met up with about 30 of his family members. It would have been PERFECT timing to announce a BFP. I was so sad sitting there but I tried not to let it show. All I kept thinking about is how everyone would be so happy for us.
I know I shouldn't stress over things that happened (or didn't happen) in the past, but that's easier said then done. Hopefully this cycle will be our turn to get PG. So far this cycle hasn't felt like its dragging along.
Im on CD8 and im still temping and using my CPFM. Last month with the monitor, it had me POAS from CD6 until 2dpo. I guess the thing knows my cycles now so I wont have to waste test sticks. Thats a plus, cause those things are expensive. It's a small price to pay though for being a mommy.
Speaking of that.. DF and I were out of town this weekend. We went to visit my parents, and then meet up with about 30 family members on his side. Well, on the way home, his parents took the kids (we live near his parents) and it was just the two of us driving home (3 hours drive). We had a cd on and as normal, we were singing as loud as we could lol. Well, this country song was on there. The one that goes "One more day, one more night, one more sunset maybe id be satisfied. But then again, I know what it would do.......leave me wishin still, for one more day with you". DF was singing it and when the chorus came on (that's the part I just typed out for you) he was like "One more day, one more TRY, one baby boy and I'd be...satisifed. But then again, I know what it would do. Leave me wishing still, for little HAYLEE too!" I didnt know weather to cry (from happiness) or laugh. DF is such a good man and he wants this just as badly as I do. I pray that God blesses us this cycle.
Well, I have to get to the post office. Thanks for listening...
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