Today was my due date...

I used to dread this day. I just KNEW I would be a mess. I was wrong though. I am dealing with this quite well, and i'm greatful for the strength.

I'm not an overly religious person, but I do belive God has helped to ease my pain. Not only by helping me cope with my loss, but by blessing us once again. This baby inside me has givin me hope and made me realize that while I will forever miss my angel, I DO have the strength to keep going.

I would like to take a moment to honor my angel, with a poem that I wrote for her..


A poem of rememberance

It's been 8 long months of missing you
and I know that's just a start,
for I will miss you every day
from the bottom of my heart.

You and I were united
if only for a minute,
and while my life must continue,
im sad that you're not in it.

Today is a day of rememberance
and that's hard for me to say,
for you were due to make your arrival,
on this cold and windy day.

I know one day we'll be reunited
we'll laugh and smile together,
from that point on we'll be inseperable,
and stay that way forever.

I'll always be your mommy
no one can take that away,
and as a reminder of how much I love you,
I will honor you each day.

I love you baby nugget....