Wishful thinking....

Well, today is day one using my CPFM. Im VERY excited. I have a positive outlook this month. I feel like there is hope yet. Im gonna follow the FM booklet to a T, and hopefully i'll get that BFP I have been so deperately seeking.

Call it wishful thinking, but today I actually spent most of the day online, searching for baby items (crib bedding, strollers, high chairs, etc). I guess I want this so badly, that I wanna be prepared when the time comes. So, I made a personal registry for myself so I know what to get when it's time to get it. I know, im such a nutcase LOL.

Who knows, maybe positive thinking does make a difference. I guess we'll see. All I know is that there is a baby out there, trying to find me. Someday we will find one another. Until then, I will be here wishing and praying for him or her...