First day after missed cycle
I was due for my period yesterday, and AF never showed her face. So far today, she still isn't here yet. Im hoping for the best but expecting the worst....a BFN.Im trying to stay positive, since im late, but all the tests i've taken are coming up with a negative result.
Usually im asleep by 10:30pm, but last night was a rough one. Everyone in the house was asleep, except me. I kept stairing at the ceiling, thinking how each day seems like an eternity. Silly me right? Staying awake makes the day seems even longer!
I told myself I wasn't gonna take a HPT yesterday but of course I did. Still, another negative. I just sat there with a blank look on my face, watching the test in action...PRAYING that "today would be the day". I think I watched it for 7 minutes without moving.
The weird thing is, I feel like something is different with my body. Im not able to eat anything even though im hungry. I've tried so many different foods but everytime I take a bite, I lose my appetite. I've also been experiencing tenderness around my nipples, as well as bloating, and tummy cramps. I don't know if that means anything or if I wanna be PG so badly, that my mind is playing tricks on me. I haven't had any nausea, but I didn't have morning sickness with either of my previous 2. I do however, feel queezy at times. It doesn't feel like im gonna vomit. More like an unsettling, feeling. Could be nerves I guess. *shrugs*
Today im sticking to my guns. Im NOT gonna test. Im gonna wait it out (impatiently of course)and test on the 24th.....unless AF arrives.
Usually im asleep by 10:30pm, but last night was a rough one. Everyone in the house was asleep, except me. I kept stairing at the ceiling, thinking how each day seems like an eternity. Silly me right? Staying awake makes the day seems even longer!
I told myself I wasn't gonna take a HPT yesterday but of course I did. Still, another negative. I just sat there with a blank look on my face, watching the test in action...PRAYING that "today would be the day". I think I watched it for 7 minutes without moving.
The weird thing is, I feel like something is different with my body. Im not able to eat anything even though im hungry. I've tried so many different foods but everytime I take a bite, I lose my appetite. I've also been experiencing tenderness around my nipples, as well as bloating, and tummy cramps. I don't know if that means anything or if I wanna be PG so badly, that my mind is playing tricks on me. I haven't had any nausea, but I didn't have morning sickness with either of my previous 2. I do however, feel queezy at times. It doesn't feel like im gonna vomit. More like an unsettling, feeling. Could be nerves I guess. *shrugs*
Today im sticking to my guns. Im NOT gonna test. Im gonna wait it out (impatiently of course)and test on the 24th.....unless AF arrives.
posted by Renee @ 12:59 PM
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