Another day of let downs

Im officially 16 DPO, and the HPT's are still coming up negative. I've taken a toal of 7 tests in the past week and all of them say BFN. I don't understand. AF still hasn't arrived, yet all those tests say im not PG. I should be on CD3 right now, but im not.

Im getting very moody. My back hurts, im depressed, and I cant take my mind off of any of it. Im not sure where to go from here. I feel like crawling into bed and crying until I pass out. It's either that or have a few drinks, and I really don't think getting drunk will increase my chances of getting pregnant.

Im gonna try using a fertility monitor. It's worth the money if it helps. Im obviously getting nowhere the way things are going now, so any help I can get is needed.

I seem to have a habit of posting more then once per day, so chances are ill be back later with yet another rant...