Wednesday, November 09, 2005

High but no peak yet

I've been adamant about using my CPFM everyday. So far I love it and I look forward to waking up every morning to use it. It still shows me at high fertility, but no peak yet. I never had a low fertility day since it first asked me to start testing. Im not sure if that's normal or not since this is my first month using it.

Just to be on the safe side, DF and I have been BD when possible (as you can see on my chart). Better safe then sorry right? Id rather do it more times then not enough. Hopefully that will work out for the best.

Sometimes it's difficult to get DF to wanna BD. He's kind of in an emotional rut. He's been down on himself a lot lately and I know first hand that feeling depressed can put a damper on your sex drive. I do my best to spice things up in hopes that it will cheer him up and allow him to feel good.

Yesterday we had a falling out. I hate when he's upset and I always try my best to cheer him up. I want him to feel good about himself. I also want him to be in the mood to BD. Can't make a baby without that lol. Because of this, I decided that I was gonna dress up for him. I took a shower, did my hair and makeup, and slipped into a sexy black flowing nightgown. When he came home he was in shock. Normally im in boxers and a t-shirt so this was a huge change.

Around 8pm we went into the bedroom to watch TV for a bit. I pulled out the baby oil and gave him a full body massage. That seemed to work nicely. He was very relaxed, and it got him in the mood. Im sure you can figure out where it went from there lol.

Afterwards, I "assumed the position". You know the one I mean. Pillow under my butt and my legs up in the air. I stayed like that for about 15 minutes. After that I was so tired I just rolled over and cuddled with DF until we both fell asleep. It was a great night. I wish every night could be like that. I felt wanted, loved and beautiful. Id dress up more often, but then it would lose it's effect. You know what they say about to much of a good thing...

My tooth is doing much better today...so far. Last night I woke up around 3am with pain. Apparently I bit down really hard on my hurt tooth and I woke up in such pain. I took a pain pill and another antibiotic and closed my eyes. It worked well but it was hard for me to get up this AM. Unfortunately, im down to 2 pain pills. That's it. After that im gonna be stuck with the pain until I can get to the dentist. Sadly, there's no need for a dentist until I can get rid of the infection/swelling. They cant fix a tooth that is impacted until you get rid of that.

Back to baby making lol. Im on cycle day 11 (technically). I started AF 11 days ago, but it was late in the evening. When using a CPFM, you start it on the first FULL day of your cycle. So even though I started 11 days ago, im officially on CD10. If my cycle is anything like last month, I wont O for a while. That's where I am confused. Last month I had a 37 day cycle. If this month were to be the same, wouldn't the CPFM have me at low fertility since my O day isn't for a while? Maybe I am back on track and that's why I am slightly fertile right now. I guess only time will tell.

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