AF is here
She showed today with extreme force, but I was expecting her arrival. She was actually supposed to be here yesterday but I think all the stress screwed that up. My LP was ALWAYS 12 days without fail, until this cycle. Hopefully things will be back to normal this time around. The last thing I want or need is additional problems TTC.
This month DF and I are gonna try the SMEP method. I've heard good things about it so I figured we'd give it a shot. Can't hurt right?
I still have no clue what im gonna so about the car. I have 7 days to have that money to Mitsubishi or my car is gone forever. Im trying so hard not to think about it but that's truly easier said then done.
Mom is trying to get a home equity loan to over it but they told her it would take 14-16 days to get her the money. That doesn't really help.
A friend of mine offered to cover it for me, but now all of a sudden she's avoiding my calls and not returning my messages. She even spoke with my mom AND Mitsubishi (on Monday right after this happened) to reassure them that she would take care of it. Now 3 days later it's still not paid and im back to square one.
Yesterday was really rough as well. I had 3 panic attacks. One of them was mild though. Luckily that one came when I was laying in bed last night. I was fine and out of nowhere it hit. I wasn't even thinking about the car. I was watching TV. Atleast the sporadic ones are usually tame. I don't know how many more of them I can handle without my meds.
Well that's about it. IF and when things change i'll let you all know.
This month DF and I are gonna try the SMEP method. I've heard good things about it so I figured we'd give it a shot. Can't hurt right?
I still have no clue what im gonna so about the car. I have 7 days to have that money to Mitsubishi or my car is gone forever. Im trying so hard not to think about it but that's truly easier said then done.
Mom is trying to get a home equity loan to over it but they told her it would take 14-16 days to get her the money. That doesn't really help.
A friend of mine offered to cover it for me, but now all of a sudden she's avoiding my calls and not returning my messages. She even spoke with my mom AND Mitsubishi (on Monday right after this happened) to reassure them that she would take care of it. Now 3 days later it's still not paid and im back to square one.
Yesterday was really rough as well. I had 3 panic attacks. One of them was mild though. Luckily that one came when I was laying in bed last night. I was fine and out of nowhere it hit. I wasn't even thinking about the car. I was watching TV. Atleast the sporadic ones are usually tame. I don't know how many more of them I can handle without my meds.
Well that's about it. IF and when things change i'll let you all know.
posted by Renee @ 12:54 PM
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